Wrapping up the season this year with some absolutely lovely and amazing families, including this one (those brothers and their sticks! Love!). Thank you to everyone who’s made this year so great!
The fall photo session is wrapping up, and I have to say after loading up my last few sessions this year, I am darn proud of this work. I’m not saying I’m an expert or that I’ve reached the pinnacle of where I’d like my work to be as there are always new things to learn and new areas to explore. But if I look backwards at the images I was producing when I first started out, even for the first hundred plus sessions I did, I am proud of where my work now stands. I hope that comes across as happiness and not arrogance.
Photography, like any creative pursuit, is tough because it’s so easy to second guess the work you’re producing. It’s easy to compare yourself to other people, or feel like you’ve missed the mark somehow with light or emotion or moments you didn’t grab in time. And so much of it is trial and error and endless hours practicing, practicing, problem solving, practicing. Making huge mistakes, and trying again. Finding your own style, getting into a rhythm in a session, shopping for the right light, figuring things out.
I’ve been reading a lot lately about the creative process and the evolution from beginner to not-beginner. Ira Glass has a great bit (quoted below and beautifully illustrated in this video by Daniel Sax) about minding the gap between the level and quality of the work you’re making at the beginning of any creative pursuit, and the level of work you feel capable of making.
“Nobody tells this to people who are beginners, and I really wish somebody had told this to me.
All of us who do creative work, we get into it because we have good taste. But it’s like there is this gap. For the first couple years that you’re making stuff, what you’re making isn’t so good. It’s not that great. It’s trying to be good, it has ambition to be good, but it’s not that good.
But your taste, the thing that got you into the game, is still killer. And your taste is good enough that you can tell that what you’re making is kind of a disappointment to you. A lot of people never get past that phase. They quit.
Everybody I know who does interesting, creative work they went through years where they had really good taste and they could tell that what they were making wasn’t as good as they wanted it to be. They knew it fell short. Everybody goes through that.
And if you are just starting out or if you are still in this phase, you gotta know its normal and the most important thing you can do is do a lot of work. Do a huge volume of work. Put yourself on a deadline so that every week or every month you know you’re going to finish one story. It is only by going through a volume of work that you’re going to catch up and close that gap. And the work you’re making will be as good as your ambitions.
I took longer to figure out how to do this than anyone I’ve ever met. It takes awhile. It’s gonna take you a while. It’s normal to take a while. You just have to fight your way through that.”
For those of you following me since the very beginning (2006!) as I’ve meandered around trying to find my way, thank you for coming along on this ride with me. And cheers to everyone who’s figuring it out, fighting through, and bravely pushing to close the gap for themselves.
Every time I schedule a session, I cross my fingers that the weather will be like it was for this family’s session. Perfect temperature, no wind, lovely light – a dream!
When Nikki Tupesis of Nik J Designs and Juneberry Studio and Marketplace approached me to collaborate on some product and portrait photography, I jumped at the chance. Besides designing her own beautiful fabric and products and producing them by hand, she co-owns a super cool local shop (along with her business partner Emily) filled with lovely handmade goods from over 50 artists and craftspeople. Here’s a small sample of products Nikki designs and creates. To find more, please visit her Etsy shop, or stop by Juneberry sometime!
We started this session at this family’s amazing home and then moved to Union Terrace. Originally we were scheduled for a date a week earlier, which turned out to be a gray and dreary day. The mom and I talked, staring out our windows at the gloomy clouds, and both decided to hold off for a sunnier day. We were both so happy that we did – blue skies, gorgeous views, perfect light. Such a beautiful day!